December 13th, 2023
So, if you can't tell from the dancing GIR gifs plastered all
over this wretched place, I've been very into Invader Zim lately,
and that, of course, means I've also been seeing Johnny the
Homicidal Maniac stuff in the places where I spend my time on
the internet (the two fandoms have quite a bit of overlap,
for reasons I think should be obvious if you know anything
about anything). I mention this because it's caused me to
remember an old character of mine from when I was in middle
school (because of course it was middle school) who was quite
fittingly named Murder. Yes, just the word "murder." I've
never been good at naming things. She was a serial killer
(obviously), and I created her as a way to vent my
frustration at the fact that nobody liked me (though, to be
fair, I don't blame them). There was also some absolutely
BIZARRE lore surrounding her where she was reincarnated over
and over again and was destined in each life to commit a
series of murders that would then cause a chain reaction
ultimately leading to her horrific and untimely demise (I
don't think 12-year-old me was ok). This was supposed to
maintain the balance of the universe or something. Anyways,
I've drawn her in my current art style meeting herself in
my art style from the time I created her. I didn't really have
any specific ideas for her outfit besides "edgy(-ish)" lol